Dear diary,

I’m just back from class. The weather is kinda mild, it’s drizzling. My room is in a mess. I shall clean it up if I’ve extra time later on.

Today we have no production going on because tomorrow is scriptwriting assignment’s deadline. Relieved to have a day off from the hectic production! But, starting from tomorrow till Sunday…it will be breathless I suppose.

Hope that everything is in schedule and everyone can have a peace of mind.

Dear diary,

It was production Day 1. We went for outdoor shooting.

It was hectic and tiring. I’m starring in our own short film. It is not easy to act, I just can’t imagine how far can I accept myself of being that pony-tail student which is a clean freak in the film.

Production is no fun at all. We start our day as early as 6am and end it as late as 8pm. I drove from one location to another continuously. The equipment are extremely heavy but we need to shift it from one place to another. We’re so worn-out by the end of the day!

3 more days to go. Life ain’t easy!

Dear diary,

I finally solve my network problems and took this advantage to upgrade my home’s network system. I changed my modem and router. Now I have better connection, I hope.

I’ve gone through a zesty week with a packed schedule. There’re lots to blog about.

Let’s save it for the upcoming posts.

Dear diary,

It’s 21st July 2007. I’m just back from Prom Night.

It was a great night, especially the part of dressing up, making-up & hair-doing.

getting ready! we’re running late!

We took nearly 300 pieces of photo. That was fantastic! It sounded more like a photo-taking session instead of a prom night!

finally found that white satin dress – tailor-made to my petite-bod RM 200+.
Accessorized with snowy-white Fur from Cats Whiskers RM 49.90.
Hair – Kim Mary SS2 senior stylist RM55.

buddies!
our make-up courtesy of EE.

chin li the superwoman and me.

after the party.

I’m not impressed by the party. The organization was imperfect; the activities are less
interesting. However, my attention was drew by a dance performance of a few couple. One of them is the Dance Club’s President and her girlfriend. They looked really sweet together.

I hardly take-in any food during the function, I was too busy socializing and taking photos. Hence, I ended up leaving the hotel with an empty stomach. The few of us then headed to Prince Cafe for supper. After supper, that’s the end of the night, we dismiss ourselves and went back home. That was around 2am.

It is a mixture of grief and happiness. I can’t instantly get used to the silence of home after a night of party; that’s where my grief come from. I’m happy looking at the photos taken; that’s where my happiness come from.

An extract from my life’s dictionary:

About the thing called “Attraction“,
it make my heart beats; it make my mind race;
it make me restless throughout the night.

Dear diary,

I‘ve been experiencing internet down at my area for several days.

Life without internet is not life at all! Now i realize that I really can’t live without internet.

Imagine this…when I sit down on my table, just about to do some work and then, I find that I need clarification regarding some parts of my project, so I on my “Firefox”, but a message pop up and tell me that server is unable to respond. How disappointing could that be! And the next minute, I’m engaged on the phone with Streamyx’s technical person.

I finally can’t resist life without internet and now I’m using my dad’s Mac. His airport express is powerful enough to detect wireless connection from a certain distance.

I need to research on which cuisine to dine in later on. It’s our big day-18th July. We have been together for 2 years. Something to celebrate, isn’t it?

I’ve a few in mind but none turn me on. I wish to try out something new.

Dear diary,

It’s 5.01am. I’m not yet asleep. I just took my bath.

It was a blue Monday. It wasn’t a good day in uni.

It’s Week 8 now. I feel exhausted especially when Multimedia’s assignment come across my mind. There is way too much details to take care of and the killing flash script is one of it.

Everyone has their own concern of upcoming deadlines, me as well. In this situation, time management is playing the major role. Emotions better not come into the picture. That’s the way to go.

Dear diary,

Tomorrow there’s International Advertising’s test. That’s the whole main reason I’m staying home on a Sunday. I ended up sleeping the afternoon away. It’s raining…and the best thing to do is sleep…

That worries me a lot…Night falls but I’m still stuck on the 2nd chapter out of 6.

Worst still, I’m going out for crab dinner later on. I can turn it down but I don’t think I should. I don’t always get to dinner with sis.

Earlier just now, I ate-up nearly a box of chocs. That’s hysterical but i can’t resist…it’s my favourite sea-shells and macademia chocs. Now, I fear that I would get a soar-throat out of it. Better not, I can’t afford to get sick on this busy July.

Dear diary,

I‘ve been secluded from the online world for nearly a week. Haven’t been logging into Friendster, MSN or blogging.

Simply because…there is too much going on throughout the week.

Finally, it’s Saturday and the pace slow down a little bit, allowing me to sort things out.

I’m glad that my Comm Research Methods Presentation is over. I’ve been so stuck-up and fed-up of looking for information especially journals. I’ve chosen Breakfast Television as my research topic and so I’m always up early in the morning, watching breakfast shows on TV. I’ve been thinking so critically about it every day and night. It’s all over my mind no matter what I’m doing – driving, bathing, eating and even during my sleep. Enough is enough! It’s finally over!

Me & Chin Li. We’re the presenters for Friday…

Me & Iris, right after the presentation.

During a serious discussion on TV Production.

However, there’re still tons of challenges awaiting. Scriptwriting, Internatinal ad, Media Planning and the one that freak me out the most is TV production. I think I will not have any proper sleep during the production week (end of July). We’ll be out, shooting drama. 10 of us in a group. We’ve rented a guest unit with 2 bedrooms and I guess that’s where we gonna live in for a week and so. Anyway, I should enjoy the process, I really should.

Well, the good news is…my sis is back here in M’sia! It’s one of the major event of my life. We have been laying out plans of where to shop, eat and have fun. Now is the time of execution! The only thing is, I need to make time for those.

Yesterday(Friday), I rushed all the way to KLIA right after my presentation, to send my aunt from Tahiti off. (Trivia: Tahiti is a neighbouring country of New Zealand.) Before she depart, we all (the Koh’s family) sat down in McDonalds, eating fries and drinking Coke. That is when my aunt suddenly thought of eating durians before she leaves. Hence, her sister accompanied her to the car and eat up all the durians brought. Then around 10pm, we hug each other good bye.

Been to KLIA twice in a week. That’s so far away from KL. It’s around 60 km…The next time I’ll be there will not be a happy one. It’s to send my sis off.

Dear diary,

This is not a disclaimer.

Honestly speaking, I think the greatest thing in my life so far is being able to forgive and forget one major thing that ever happened in my life. I admit I once hated so much, but what’s the price to hate and at the end, getting so worn-out.

I’m turning it into a drama script now and the main reason is I don’t give it a damm anymore. If I do, I wouldn’t even want to think about it, what more writing it into a script?!

No offense, no hatred, no hard feelings. It’s just a script and just script. Definitely not a tool to ask for sympathy. In more simple terms, I’m just being lazy to think of a storyline and can’t this be one?It’s so dramatic indeed.

Being a blogger that expresses her true feelings is totally different from being a thief anyway.

I’m just expressing my feelings just like you do. Please don’t give it a damm. Let this ends.

Dear diary,

Tonight, I on all the 7 lights of my room. I love lights, it makes me feel happy and not lonely.

I’m spring-cleaning a bit, preparing for sis’s homecoming!

Prom night is a week nearer!

I haven’t have any dinner, thought of checking out the new cafeteria downstairs.