Dear diary,

It’s Independence Night. I’m sitting in front of my laptop, typing this post. If you don’t know me, you maybe will find this boring.

My mood fluctuates a lot recently. To tell the truth, I’m lonely, depressed and hopeless deep down in my heart.

Finals is in 1 week time, I’m not getting anywhere into it yet. That worries me a lot.

I’m missing my sister, my boyfriend and myself.

I wonder…where is the “me” which is passionate about studies; which is constantly self-motivational and inspirational at all times?

And…where is the “you” that is understanding, loving and at least not-ignorant?

Today I slept till 1pm. I woke up and watch J Lo’s movie on Star Movies. Then it was 3.30pm. I brushed my teeth and sat down in front of my laptop. I don’t know what’s affecting me, but I just feel sick of everything around me. I think I just need someone to talk to. I just need people in my life. I need someone to love and care for.

Dear Lord, please give me strength and courage to go through this. In precious Jesus name, Amen.

I miss you loadz, dear sis.