Dear diary,

Sometimes I need people to tell me or remind me of what am I suppose to do or to feel right now.

You’re right, Chin li. All of this is don’t worth my sadness. After listening to other people’s difficult stories, I think I’m not alone. There’re people that is also struggling in life but they made through it. It reminds to be strong. You’re my stranger. Your words really made an impact in me.

Thanks to all my friends that truly care for me. you guys are my courage to go on with my terrible and difficult life.

Yes, this is so hard to go through. It affects me too much. But after this, I’m gonna be a stronger person. And thanks to all of you that are willing to accompany me throughout this hard road.

You’re my pain and I must forget about you. Just give me some time. I’m not sure how long and how many times more I will “broke down”. But I’m sure I will stand up very quickly, bravely, especially with the courage of friends.