Dear diary,

I just reached home, what a long journey from PJ. I miss my car. i miss my independence.

First thing first when i reach home is to switch on the air-cond and the fan. what a terribly hot weather! then i take a seat in front of my laptop. check on the download status. open Firefox; one tab on Friendster, one tab on Gmail, one tab on Blogger and finally one tab on lelong.com.

Nowadays, i indulge myself in the unrealistic world of aesthetics. I love looking at beautiful things, I’m constantly convincing myself of how beautiful the world is. Therefore, although I don’t buy them, I love looking at them – the sweet dresses on Lelong.

It motivates me on moving forward. all that i have in my mind now is to build up my career, in Broadcasting or in Business. It’s my dream since childhood. I remember myself drawing floor plans of how my store-front would look like, I even list down the names of my brand. that was then in the Melawati home. i’m really thankful to friends who introduce me to sites like this. it certainly make an impact in my life right now, when i fall and get hurt. it’s the only hope i have left in my life.

I checked Friendster horoscope. it’s kinda accurate. i really can’t believe what magic does it has and it predicts my everyday life, giving me guidances and surprises everyday!

The uncertainty around you will only grow for the next few days. If you can increase in activity in your life right now, you will be able to concentrate on keeping yourself calm and positive about no knowing everything all the time. Let the universe take you where you are supposed to go.