Wednesday 阴 9:26pm

Dear diary,

This break up caused me to lost certain amount of respect from people around me. I rather I never be in a relationship before, I rather I’m always that girl with my own unique identity. I want people to recall me as : oh tht single girl which have all things done perfectly herself. However, I believe that I can plant this identity back to myself shortly and will not lost it easily anymore. It’s just the matter of time.

I’ve a whole list of tasks to be accomplished in my life. Be it my short term or long term goals. Although seemingly free with 2 free days in a week, I feel breathless because there are too much to learn in life and I’m wanting more and more each time. I think it’s time to prioritize the tasks and manage my time accordingly. I can’t full-fill everything but I can pick some to be full-filled.

All of a sudden, I miss everything from the past.
I miss my childhood maid;
I miss one dead friendship;
I miss my enthusiasm;
I miss my sis;
I miss my previous house;
I miss my previous hair;
I miss my holiday;
I miss high school;
I miss you.

however, those are all past tense and can only be remained as memories, except for the sis part which I can look forward to. moving forward is what matters now.