Dear diary,

I wanted to blog about 22 April…coz it’s Earth day; it’s my birthday; it’s my blog’s anniversary…but…seems like i haven’t have the time for it.

yesterday was report’s deadline…my head is spinning but i still manage to pass it up on time (i suppose?!i hope so)

when i was driving home, i nearly fainted. coz i’m so sick and i didnt eat anything for like the whole day…and i was so stress-out…i feel so weak…it’s really a torturing momment! what a dreadful experience…

sorry sorry sorry to God or anybody…i wouldnt’ dare to torture myself that way anymore.god blessed that i reach home safely.

i finally broke down.

i can’t eat or sleep at all…the weakness is killing me! so i went to seek for medication in Gleneagles Hospital that night …. i can’t stand the heat…fever, i guess?! i feel a stringent pain on my head…the world seems to be spinning around me. it has been long since i last fall sick…

I guess this is the accumulation of all the stress i gathered from work and life which now resulted
to this sickness…which comes to me only when everything is over.

serve me right! now i’m stucked at home…even looking at the computer screen, it makes my head spin…i guess i better go back to my bed and get more rest.

p/s to dear sis: don’t worry, i’ll be fine very soon-after a lot of rest!