Dear diary,

Yesterday was Kiddy Adventure first TX on Astro Xiao Tai Yang.

It’s my first reality production show that I totally gave in my all.

Memories instantly filled my soul after watching it. The laughter; the sorrow; the good and bad momments; they resembled MEMORIES.

Before this when I ranted about how tough it is, I never realize what’s the repay I’ll get despite the effort I’ve put in. But now, I know I earned memories that would last a life time, which is possibly a lot more precious than anything else.

“Life give us brief momments with another…but sometimes in those brief momment we get memories that last a life time.”

Dear diary,

Friday night – i met a dear friend in The Curve.

We had dinner in The Apartment.

I had Tossed Pasta. “Only pasta, no meat at all. Tastes very dry! “

Then, we headed to Winter Warmers and continue our chatterz. We kept talking; laughing superb loud; saliva spitting all over etc … … … this is what I called buddies.

Iced Peach Tea. “always my favourite choice in Winter Warmers. It’s chilled peachy.”

Me & myself

My long-yearned pink brushes! My dear friend gave this surprise gift to me. I’m overwhelmed! Thanks loadxxxX! XOXO!

Today, It has been a pretty zesty Saturday.

I felt lethargic at the beginning of the day.

I slacked off my afternoon sleeping and messing around with the computer.

Finally evening arrives, I spent an hour washing and vacumming my baby (car). It was tiring but I feel so good seeing it clean and shiny!

Then, I walked to The Malls to pick up some junk (F&B) for the night.

Initially contented & happy ……but now……

My heart is not feeling so well. I have a thousand words that I wanna express but I don’t have the ability to express. I can’t describe how I feel right now. I just wanna know the truth but I fear of knowing the truth. My heart just feels incomplete. I wish I can wake up the next morning and forget about everything from the past.

Dear diary,

I’ve just finished watching HK series: 最美丽的第七天.

Initially, I thought this is not the kind of series I would go for. Through the posters and trailers, it looks very cinematic and aesthetic-oriented (something like Korean/Taiwan series) which is a big no-no for me. But then, people around me rated it highly and that became the reason why I started to watch it.

My thoughts after watching it:

“It is definitely a worthy watch!”

“Touching!”

“Absolutely good-looking leading male cast 郑嘉颖!”

On Thursday, I went for an interview in hope to be part of Red Bull’s mobile energizer team. Anyway, the outcome is not my main concern. Most importantly, i met new people and widen my exposure. I need to hold on to this belief and keep improving in life. So do you.

After the interview (in Bdr Sunway), I went to Sunway Pyramid and had late lunch in Wendy’s. Price is more or less like McDonalds but food is not as good as McDonalds.

Then I took a walk in Pyramid i.e. flung some cash away. Damm it!

I saw this miniature collectibles having Buy 5 Free 1 sales gimmick and can’t help but to purchase 5 of it. I hate having this expensive hobby. But I love indulging in the mini world of it. this is a love-hate relationship between me and miniature collectibles.

Besides, I get myself some nail polish tools and a set of cocktail glasses.

It feels real good to be in the shopping mall. but it doesn’t feels so good when money is gone.but it somehow feels good hunting down something i really love at a bargained price. this is yet another self-contradiction you see in me.

Also tried out Yogur Berry’s yogurt ice-cream. i would say it’s a good try! i shall come back for more in the future.

Dear diary,

I’m celebrating the fact that it finally rains.

It has been so hot!

I hope it rains a bit longer.

Dear diary,

Today, I spent half a day restructuring my room’s storage system. From drawers to storage boxes to wardrobe. I feel good after dumping all the unwanted stuff! From now onwards, my life will be more organized, hopefully.

Later at night, I went to a residential area dominated by Koreans in somewhere Ampang. I took a round and through my observation, there are various Korean restaurants and Korean supermarkets to cater the needs of the Korean residents nearby. I’m excited about the Korean supermarket! I love Candies with colourful packaging and characters that I can’t read! That’s why I spent RM20 and grabbed a bunch of them (as pictured below). Don’t you think I’m a weirdo?! Oh ya I think so but I’m enjoying my oddity.

Everything in the supermarket are imported from Korea.

Korean toothpaste

Korean instant noodles

Korean cooking remedies

Korean biscuits

etc etc etc

Last but not least, I can’t resist but walk in to this Korean Restaurant and had Korean food for supper. My tummy is bloated right now.

Dear diary,

I just finish bathing. I feel refreshed and enthusiastic to do anything right now.

I guess I’m gonna maintain my laptop. It’s full with junk.

Then, I’m gonna read a book.

And then polish my piano exam pieces.

This is more like it. Relaxing mood during the break.

Dear diary,

Oh my God!

How did Friendster’s horoscope say something that is so relevant to my life!

Every single day, it has something to say and its accuracy impresses me pretty much! I take those as guidances for daily decisions-making.

I was hot and bored today. My mom saw me wandering pointlessly at home and later that night, she suggested that we hang out. I can’t resist but love to hang out. I don’t know when will i get bored of hanging out. I won’t, I guess.

Hence, I happily get dressed up and jet-off to Mid Valley. I drove and we chat on our way to MV. We talked about life, my future path, family etc. I always feel comfortable & my goals better-defined after chatting to my mom.

I can’t imagine a life without my mom or my dad. They both made up my whole. However, I realized that in some point of life, independence is a must. That’s why I would rather get issues settled myself without hoping for others’ favor. I want to be financially-independent and pay the bills instead. Often there’s this sudden sadness in me when I see my parents’ exhaustion and their hair gradually turning from black to gray. I want to set them free; I want to give them what they gave me all this years. This is my ultimate dream upon all my bits of reverie. I often shatter whenever I realized that I’m not there yet.

We reached MV on 9:30pm. That was late! our intention was not to shop but more to hanging out in a nice coffee parlor or going for a movie.

But……Body Shop is having mad sales!!!!! up to 70% discount. This is insane! Imagine a RM60 product priced RM18 after the discount. Don’t you think that it’s insane??!! I think it is. Plus, being a big fan of body shop, I totally lost control.
Holding on to minimum rationality, i bought:

In short, I love the scent; the fruity essence; Lotus Petal by Body Shop and last but not least, I love SALES.

All of a sudden, I love bathing. I gonna bath 5 times a day starting from tomorrow. *giggles*

After Body Shop, we headed to ACE Hardware to pick up some household items…

At last, we hang out in Jusco which is the only shop open till 11pm. It happens to be, Jusco is on sales too! But too bad, I don’t buy clothes from Jusco. I think it’s just not right for my taste. Instead I bought a fan to replace my mal-functioned old fan. I just wish…it’s in pink. Pensonic has one pink model (Refer to picture below) but too bad it’s a box fan and I’m anti box fan because it makes a lot of noise once it gets old. I ended up getting a purple fan from Panasonic. Not an eye-candy but who cares, as long as it does its job!

Pensonic Pink Box Fan. It’s RM150+, a bit too expensive huh!

A bad day eventually turns good!

Dear diary,

It’s another hot afternoon. I hate being sweaty, smelly and irritated caused by heat!

I watched broadcasts of Si Cuan’s Earthquake. It’s a tragedy too sad to watch! Especially the slow motion visuals of the kids crying, losing their love ones, plus the anticipation of the sad music, my tears can’t help but to roll down my cheeks! my affection claims to be deeper with memories of Shan Xi, the territory nearby.

I’ve been hanging out pretty much lately…it’s best not to be practical while it’s holiday. Shop and eat till you drop.

Happy Holiday!

Dear diary,

It used to be like this and it will be like this forever.

I’d enough. I began to hate. all of you. that make me into that pathetic state.

however, you guys are not at fault, i’m the only sinful.

and i shall end my sins from now onwards. despite how hard it is for me.

this is my only gateway to pure happiness.

sincerely, thanks & goodbye. (to u)

Dear diary,

I went for a job interview today.

I think I screwed.

However, the philosophy “life is a never-ending-learning-process” is once again proven and reinforced in my souls. I learn as I move on.

Hence, even if I fail to get this job, I won’t regret of attending the job interview.

You never try; you never know.