Dear diary,
I’m filled with anxiety – i can’t work under pressure.i’m emotionally down. you must be asking ‘why’. but, i really have no idea how to recite my pathetic tale to you. i can’t find a proper structure such as a dramatic beginning or a happy ending; there are only pieces of conflicts scattered all-over. that’s why i can never share, i can never find comfort from people around.
There’s no resolution, or say, i simply can’t think of one. i’m really confused…should i or should i not?! it’s haunting me, very much. I just want to get rid of the imbalance inequalities inside me but memories don’t just disappear when you want them to. don’t guess about anything – it’s just my monologue.
I want to manage my time (nicely). I gotta make sure sufficient time is allocated for each priorities.
i’m worry about a lot of things – outstanding tasks, piano exam etc etc. the anxiety is bringing me no-where. i hope my anxieties would diminish through proper planning and self-discipline.
