Dear diary,

“3 went down; 2 more to go.”

Law is next.

Law’s coursework marks are out today. i think my marks are quite dissatisfying. that’s like super low. second time i got hit after media ethics !

7 is acceptable; 8 is smthg to be happy about; but if it’s a ‘6′ it’s really depressing!

All this while, I really think marks are not important! my philosophy is to just do my best in everything and make sure i leave no regrets. i’m doin it for the knowledge (and somehow also for the marks. contradictory huh!)

but… the thing about marks – whatever is over it’s over and it cannot be changed.
that’s why i don’t rant; i don’t ask; i just don’t wanna know.

but…

but…. in this case, where is justice? for this law thing. where is justice?
isn’t law all about fairness and justice. and …..
fine. marks are not important. i don’t give it a damm. get over it!

New Honda City is out in Thailand. i thought it looks great, at least it matches my taste pretty well! i wasn’t hit by the new Vios (the edges are round, i don’t like round cars) but now i’m hit by the new Honda City! bcoz it’s not round. haha.

new Honda City

but anyways, i’m more than grateful of what i own. Hallelujah.

Dear diary,

Recently, I’m addicted to HK series 岁月风云.

The first few episodes are not compelling at all …
…but as the story develops, it caught me!

there’s 60 episodes. I’m now at 51.

i can’t take my eyes off it!
the conflicts and cruelty of the characters…superb impressive!!

she’s gorgeous!

it’s finals… this is not bringing me anywhere. i’m so dead!

Dear diary,

“2 went down; 3 more to go.”

I feel damm tired & sleepy.

I think i better get some sleep now. nights!

Dear diary,

It’s a windy night.

I love it. it makes me feel calm, less irritated, cheered…

on a night before exam.

Dear diary,

perhaps you’ve seen this already.

just in case you haven’t…

…these pictures gave me a shock (of my life)!

Jolin Tsai claimed that her face irritations are allergies caused by her dog.

her condition must be placing her in great pressure right now.

I’m eating dinner right now. on 5pm! kinda early huh.

Dear diary,

Sunday. I woke up 12 noon.

I played this folder of music in my computer called :”i-pod shuffle“.
just like how it sounds, it’s the playlist of my ipod shuffle. which also means it’s the playlist that i listen to whenever i travel.

typically, i will never play this folder because i wanna preserve the significance of it.

but today i deviated from the norm and just played it.

all of a sudden, i miss the past (so damm much).

Memories rushed into me. i was sitting by the window, listening to music, doing nothing for half an hour.

my mind wanders in the realm of…

the short-semester that i enjoyed so much, Latin dancing, Christmas (ahh…3 months+ away), plane rides etc.

i miss everything.

Dear diary,

Wow, it’s a freaking 23 celsius degree outside the window!!!

weird isn’t it? i love checkin’ the weather forecast & temperature every now and then. esp on those extremely hot afternoons or extremely cold nights. no, please don’t give me a thermometer on my birthday. i can just google it.

“One went down; another four more to go.“

that’s the only thing i will think about right now. (ehm, after I rant a lil’ about it here.)

For Media Ethics paper today, I chose a seat under the wickedly well-functioning central air-cond. it’s freezing cold man, even with my fav ‘black coat that formalizes everything’ (Jo, 2008). i can’t write properly. but the thing is, I don’t have a choice – the other seats are all filled! damm it.

Dad was back from Bangkok, as he bragged to me about his bargaining skills in Bangkok, I flipped through the papers.

then i came across this news (not a current one though):

Levy Li won Miss Malaysia Universe 2008. happens to be that she’s UTAR Broadcasting major. my junior i suppose?! she’s only 20 but doesn’t look 20 at all.

her best pic so far – courtesy of Levy.

i love gossiping about pageants. Indeed, I once used to be very attentive to the pageant live-cast on TV, once-upon-a-time

I’m Overwhelmed !!!Guess what?!
IKEA 2009 catalogue has finally arrived at my doorstep! Although so far my bed, blinds and chair from IKEA are all broken and super lousy, i still love browsing its catalogue!

to but or not to buy, better think trio. BOO ikea!

contradictory huh. lol.

Dear diary,

Tomorrow will be the 1st day of Finals.

Tonight is gonna be a long night.

Listening to Bill Evans (jazz music) to calm myself down.

Dear diary,

At times, i really felt the loneliness at heart.

Over the years, I’ve gone through many ups and downs in my life esp. with the term ‘friendship‘.

Those that once upon a time I tag along with, they’re no longer part of my life or either far-away from me. be it physically or at heart; every-single-one-of-them.

it’s a pain to think about.

Perhaps all this while, I see friends as too big a part of my life.

it’s because…I agree the fact that friends can bring you happiness; that’s why when i’m depressed; i always look for friends. the companion itself is already more than enough.

i am as simple as that. i’m just looking for a really good friend.

one that I can rely;
one that I can fall-back on;
one that can be frank and honest with me;
one that can be there whenever I needed someone;
one that have no intentions;
one that I can share my joy or sorrow with;
one that trust me for who I am;
one that…….

i don’t know. i’m just too depressed to go on with the list.

Dear diary,

My weather widget on the desktop shows:

equivalent to 25 degree celsius.

it’s raining & superb windy outside the window… feels good and it’s perfect weather for Michael Buble’s jazzy vocals!

After using the laptop cooler for 24 hours……

……it’s damm good!

never feel the heat of my HDD anymore! the steel of my lappie – it’s icy cold! sounds surreal but it’s true!

and, the fan-work is surprisingly quiet!!

Zalman is really one of the best brands for laptop coolers! although pricey but it does its job better than the rest ~ consider it! but never-ever get it frm ALL IT, IKANO. Unless you’re training-up your talk-back skills. then that’s the ideal platform [to practice].