Dear diary,

Today, was just lame. as lame as you could possibly imagined.

i watched a lot of TV. and it’s depressing the minute you found out that you spent a day on TV, especially in the midst of finals!

from a Taiwan beauty show 我爱美丽 to Hollywood’s mama’s tales to The Momment of Truth and finally a wrap with MTV Crib. i’m so dead! bt guess what. i love TV, very much.

but the cold sad fact is: i should be watching ‘Psycho’ or ‘Mulholland’ or whatever that will be a dearly favor for my Film paper!

Mulholland Dr was okay. and that’s the only one i’ve sat through so far, though with a lot of scanning-forwards. The b/w visuals and old film audio of Psycho demoted me into a state of apathy! while Dancer in the Dark totally geared nausea in me and i ended up feelin’ sick out of its very super duper shaky visuals!

i didn’t know (until today) that films can be a great distress.

oh a lil’ abt the ‘Momment of Truth’… the reality game show.

it’s just ridiculous! they use a polygraph to test the truth out of simply anyone.

they asked questions like: have you ever had sex with your friend’s wife?
and the man’s answer is a ‘yes’! with the polygraph proving it true! and the next minute, we see his wife sitting there – weeping!

gawd. i’m just curious, how real is real?!

Fox is annoyingly impressive! to come out with all crazy ideas for a reality game show. Americans are just crazily liberal and daring!