late night rants
November 11th, 2008 @ 3:15 am
Dear diary,
3:16am. i smell rain.
Meanwhile, I’m trying to patch-up my broken pieces of life, heart, whatever.
i saw MAS Global Online Sales ad in the papers today.
should I or should I not ?
truly madly deeply, i yearn for a getaway. especially on the month of December. especially on my state of recovery.
excuses. i just love to travel.
but the amount might turn out enormous, upon addition of tax.
it’s just a gimmick. it’s just a dream… that won’t come true.
tonight is a simple night.
indeed, i’ve been trying very hard to minimize my thoughts of the -ve goings.
always, it’s your choice – whether joy or sorrow. again, it’s easier said than done.
my mind says rational; but my heart says the other.
but still, i’ve been very determined, for the better of me.
thoughts thoughts thoughts that kill.
somehow, hopes kill too.
eliminate them and i’ll be fine.
watched 家好月圆 over dinner.
fall asleep on 9pm.
wide awake on 3am.
Everyday · Sadday
WenMing
said,
November 11, 2008 at 4:39 am
Dear sis, hope that you understand sometimes life is just the way you don’t like it to be, sometimes people just don’t appreciate you goods and they just don’t know how to treasure what they already had, they seems to yearn for more. Well, that is why, we have to be strong, no matter how hard the challenge it is, we must not lose our self confidence,and the more important thing is our passion in life. This is what mom had taught us since we are young. Dear sis, look at the brighter aspect of life, move forward and forgot about the past.We can’t change history but we can create the future. I’ll always be there supporting you from the back so that you’ll have someone to rant to whenever you need.Last chance to be a student, don’t waste it on a piece of shit like this. Not worth it.
iris shim
said,
November 12, 2008 at 12:59 am
i can somehow understand ur feeling,
coz i get through it b4.
There is someone not worth ur tear or sorrow,
U will sure find ur prince charming
someday,
cheer up~