Dear diary,
These few days I don’t feel like myself.
Haven’t been too happy, just feel like there’s this sombre shadow over me. Everything seems wrong… me, you, he, she, everything!
I wish I know why. Maybe tomorrow I should wear a lucky shirt to work, and erh… comb my hair nicely, look good to cheer myself up… 
Been waking up regularly on 3am to practice the piano. Exam is 4 days away. *cries*
If I’m my neighbour, I would probably freak out… isn’t it creepy if you always hear piano music on 3am? Sigh, what to do! Sorry if I scare anybody!
Actually I imagined that someone would come and press on my doorbell on 3am, then I’m planning to do something to scare that person. While happily talking about this to my mom, she said “Don’t be stupid! Think you gonna freak out before scaring anybody the minute you hear the doorbell rings on 3am!”
Okays, pretty true! I don’t have a strong heart. Sigh, I think I might start imagining stuff tonight. how how how!
Jesus Christ! I know what's wrong. You're waking up at 3 AM everyday? How can you get enough sleep?
If you don't get enough sleep you'll be more prone to depression and higher cognitive functions will degrade…
…just ask any (ex or current) meth user who doesn't sleep for 3 days. You'll be super sien at the end of it.
I hope you feel better after the exam. My best wishes are with you.
xoxo
Me too.
I feel like there's this dark cloud hanging over my head nowadays : (
Think of the positives
Think back to the carefree days of youth
when you can let your hair down and do
whatever with a bunch of friends
sharing tales and dreams
and dreams are good as you can transport yourself at a whim to a place of supreme joy or simply
think of sharing precious moments with a special person over a meal or a movie
There are so many positives, why be miserable when the days ahead will be full of promise and unexpected thrills
i think i'm going to bang on the wall if i'm your neighbour. LOL
*hugs*
Huai Bin: Yea, that's pretty true! Hope it'll be over soon!
YH: Cheer up ok! Weekend's here! Go dating with Ann!
Annoymous:Inspiring!Thank you!Yes,I should focus on the positive side of life.
Myhorng:Haha, that's why you're not my neighbour!
Tim:Thanks dear! <3 *hug*
get more sleep, guinness for the rescue!
Grats to Boss Tim for winning the JCI Young Entrepreneur's Award
and yea Carol you are hot!