Dear diary,

Today, my immediate superior gave birth to a healthy baby girl.

And a few hours after she gave birth, I went to the hospital to visit her.

It’s my first time being so close to this process of the birth of a new life.

Before this, I had minimal knowledge of pregnancy/labour.

It’s quite interesting to listen to her experience…although it kinda freak me out a little.

But it’s a special day that I’m touched by the delivery of a new life and I can feel the joy of her family welcoming this new member.

I feel blessed that I’m surrounded with people that’re elder than me. It makes me grow.

Dear diary,

One day, I got this….

With a note like this….

It cheered me up! Pink is a sweet colour really.

Firdy the Patrick….he’s not the usual designer. He … is never predictable, in a good way of course.

Visit his blog, he does silly stuff. hahaha.

Thanks Patrick!

Dear diary,

Today I’m on MC. Feeling feverish along with flu, sore-throat and all that.

Typical but this time worse than the last time I had it. Sheesh!

Stayed at home for the whole day, feel quite bored!

My routine is something like: Check work emails – drink water – watch TV – lie down – check work emails – lie down

Can you imagine?

Not too bad actually, finally some proper rest.

Watched True Hollywood Story on E! – today’s episode is about Celine Dion.

I’ve been listening to her music since I was 10 years old! Kinda excited to watch her milestone.

Facts about Celine (if you don’t know yet):

• Her husband is her manager since she was 12 years old.
• She signed a contract to perform on a regular basis in Caesers Palace (one of the casino in Las Vegas), during her peak. (not anymore)
• She is very family oriented

Dear diary,

It’s a Sunday morning! I planned to wake up earlier to practice piano but by the time I’m awake, it’s nearly 12 noon already. It’s pay-back time – not getting enough sleep for one whole week.

After reading suet li’s post on her London trip, it pretty much reminded of my trip few years ago. How nice during my uni times, can still afford to go overseas (i mean time wise). Come to think of it, time > money. You’ll need money to buy time. I really wish I can leave on a jet plane right now! But a bit worrying to take planes during this period of time due to the H1N1 crisis.

Okays, let’s talk about yesterday. I went to the dentist’s. Haven’t been to one in years, so thought it would be good to check-up. Dentist said my teeth are quite healthy except for some cavities. So he filled them up and the bill came out to be RM390! I’m very poor nowadays! *cries* Apparently my expenses > income. *stuggles*

Anyway, for the 390 i paid, I got a free gift from the dentist:

What a free gift!

After the dental appointment, I suddenly have the urge to go for movies.

So I dragged my mom along and watched “I love you,Man” @ Mid Valley.

Long queue for tickets! But the queue moved pretty fast probably because I’m constantly surfing on my iPhone and so it feels as if time flies. The good thing about iPhone.

Love watching movies with mom because I know she likes movies very much but this’s not a good movie to watch with mothers. In the movie, they talked a lot about sex and also used the word “f*ck” quite often. I’m absolutely fine with it but my mom’s not. Sigh, why’s she so conservative! But this’s Malaysian cinema, quite a number of those are censored. damm. But still I quite like it. The typical romance comedy; the funny parts are really funny. I like things that make me laugh.

And one thing that I wanna mention, Rashida Jones (as Zoey) is extremely gorgeous in the movie!

She looks very classy, very elegant especially in the bridal gown (the wedding scene in the movie)! ooops, spoiler.

So I went home and googled her name! And I found out that she graduated from Harvard! And is currently dating Obama’s speechwriter. Wow, brainy beauty!

Okays, it’s 10pm already, I think I better go get a bath!

Dear diary,

2:07am, my night has just begun.

There’s a thousand deadlines-due on Friday itself. it’s freaking me out, very much.
Sleep no more; freedom no more for the rest of this week.

dragged my fav songs to the list…and off I set to work.
i love how silent the night is. but i hate the fact that everyone’s asleep. the lonesome kills.

In fact, this nightmare will end very soon. soon enough, i will get no more of this.
But, crazily speaking, i yearn for this life and love this life. i don’t want it to end so fast.

damm, the songs in my list are gliding towards the minor tone, which i love but not a good choice for this hour. Your indifference ensued.

i gotta FOCUS! sway, sway away from grief. you’re not the reason i live.

Dear diary,

it’s 4:11am. i just finish ’spring-cleaning’ my room. i bet my neighbour is gonna hate me. because i’m making lots of noise with the vacuum-cleaner (on 3am of a Saturday night).

my sis will arrive in 2 hours time in KLIA. I’ll be leaving home shortly to get her from the airport.

Every this time around the year, i’ll have butterflies in my stomach. haha. just can’t wait till i see her!

but…the sad thing is, her annual homecoming always fall on my uni peak period.

i shall learn how to cope between work and leisure.

Dear diary,

My outdoor shoot on Monday was horrible and tiring. Not because I got the directions wrong…

I worked well with my map….Surprisingly, I manage to master the routes quite smoothly even it’s my first time at this alien piece of land.

It’s some other reasons that make me use the word “horrible”.

It’s Tues night…I’m so depressed.

There will be another outdoor shoot on Thursday…I fear I will faint or die because of exhaustion, physically and mentally. However, Thursday will arrive eventually.

The director threw up during the shoot…one contestant threw up as well during the shoot. I personally think that it’s the game route that is too long and tiring. Furthermore, we’re required to run-through the route at one go without stopping. As for myself, I’m required to carry along one 2kg bag while I run. Plus, the damm hot weather is unbearable. Later in the afternoon, it rained heavily. It’s not a good thing at all, because it caused delay to our shoot.

My car’s interior – newly polished, cleaned and vacumed; is now officially smelly, dirty, muddy, wet and disgusting. Although I looked like some messy person…but indeed, I can’t stand this!!!My car is something very precious to me. A scratch on it is just like a scratch on my flesh. Now…because of my job, I gotta bear the maintenance and basically no one appreciate this! I’m justhurt to see my precious possession worn out day after day. The saddest part is…losing my touch key during the shoot…touch key is something like a car key and it dropped during the shoot!

Dear diary,

It feels so good to be at home on a weekday morning.

Not a working day; no pressure; no rush; pure relaxation.

Although it’s holiday, I got loads to accomplish.

Recently, my financial status is not very good. I’ve got outstanding car loan, school fees etc to settle.

Yesterday i felt kinda gloomy and lonely…i slept right away once I’m back from Latin dancing.

I’m glad that despite my indifference, not all friends forget about me. At least on this holiday morning, I’ve got SMSs asking me out.

You guys killed my lonesome.

Dear diary,

It has been a bitter Wednesday yesterday; yet today’s still gloomy.

I get my sis’s IM this afternoon saying that she have reached Istanbul. I should have hook on the line earlier then I will be able to chat to her.

Today’s Merdeka’s Eve, I’ve no program at all. Everyone has theirs. I don’t feel like going anywhere…

This afternoon, after I sorted out some stuff in uni, I went to Secret Recipe with a few friends. They knew I’m unhappy, and so they suggested to go somewhere. Initially planned to go for Mango Tong Yuen but it’s not open. Then we ended up in Secret Recipe. I think I bore them off and we wrapped on 4pm something. So sorry guys but thank you very much…

Dear diary,

The semester is coming to an end yet there’re still a few submissions of assignment. That makes me breathless…

For the past one week and so, I’ve been totally committed to Multimedia and a few other projects. I have many sleepless nights and now I’m exhausted!

Glad that piano exam is over! But nothing to be happy about because there’re a lot more coming up for this week. When can this ever end? It won’t I suppose. After all this, then it’s final exam! I really need a break which I don’t have one.

The sad thing is, one week away to sis’s farewell. I really don’t feel like getting into that phase of sobbing and saying good-bye! I never like farewell ever!